I Don't Usually

from Have Murcy On Them by Pete Wurthy

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lyrics

Hook:
Get upset, man I don't usually
Get pinned down, man I don't usually
Get depressed, man I don't usually
But sometimes, life can beat me brutally
Get upset, man I don't usually
Get pinned down, man I don't usually
Get depressed, man I don't usually
But sometimes, life can be so cruel to me

Verse:
My world is crumblin', there's no debatin'
Is there something wrong, think I'm hallucinatin'
All on the downfall, used to have it all
Now I stare at this ugly clock on this empty wall
The dark clouds moving forward I see shadows
Coming back to haunt me, I fall asleep
I awake, another dream of their anguish
My days feel numbered, how much longer can I take this?
How does a person get in this shitty position?
Smitten at hands of devils, this lonely prison
The sun hasn't risen for the longest time
Eat somethin', man I think I will some other time
I try to go and get some help from my peers
They do the best they can but when no one's near
I am not here, they haul me back to my jail cell
I reach out in suffering save me from this hell
Depression nothing more than a bottomless pit
With no reset button, no you cannot quit
Keep falling until the circle of light disappears
Drift away from sanity to a new depth of fear
Wish I could go back redirect my destiny
Before all this psychotic sickness infested me
I know Jesus Christ, man, he bless-ed me
Put your faith in my magic, yes, said He
So I did and now I have some guidance
But in the meantime I am rarely smilin'
My heart is racing head pounding constantly
I must lie down again I'm feeling mad dizzy
How could they do me like that, drop me flat
On my face, like everything they said was a lie
Feeling so crumby, I've been played as a dummy
Feeling so lifeless - nothing more than a caged mummy

credits

from Have Murcy On Them, released April 15, 2024
I Don't Usually
(A. Shinn) (BMI)
Produced by OneTake for Anno Domini Beats

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about

Pete Wurthy Charlotte, North Carolina

Pete Wurthy is a Charlotte, NC emcee who started creating Hip Hop music in 2001. He has performed all over Charlotte and surrounding areas. As the "Rap Mechanic", Pete Wurthy has one mission only: to repair the broken down state of Hip Hop with lyrical substance over super dope beats and energy-packed live performances. ... more