Verse:
Question to y'all, why do we force ourselves?
To act a certain way, our true self gets shelved
Like a Def Jam disc, it's so "Ludacris", how we
Feel we know ourselves, then that gets dismissed
If I could travel back in time, I wouldn't
To prove the point that experience equals maturity
Surely half these cats know Wurthy, they heard of Pete
But do they know this emcee in his filterless form?
We were, built to conform, I need a break through
A specialized road map if you will, for my trill
ENFJ personality, see what I dread
Expectations for me got me as a circle in a square peg
24 on my own, my destiny self imposed
Personal steps, not yet shown, I'm on
Tossing stones in the fountain of youth, feeling blessed
I confess, this was a test all along, bullshit I'm through
If I'm living a lie, we all living a lie
If I'm "fresh to death", I was "living to die"
Now I'm living the life, you can run that back twice
Me being perfect, only Jesus Christ
Can claim that, but I do, promise that
If I, make it to Mars, I will, travel back
Cuz the stars, where it's at, but humble
I need to stay, success, is in my fortune,
So yes, I'll be ok...
Erase, all doubts and fears, I'm making
This one my year, jump start, my dead career
Let's make, this one part clear
I will, grin ear to ear when I step on the top tier
"Lace cuts" like a shear strapped in Fila footwear gear
Word to my peers, don't cast the wrong bet
Cuz I'm finna move the competition West like bomb threats
Best recognize the best, real recognize the real
I don't need oceanographers to tell me I'm "eel"

Refrain:
I don't know where I am heading
But I know I ain't forgetting
That I'm just as human as y'all
I'm going through mad transitions
And my whole landscape shape shiftin'
Though I'm just as human as y'all
I don't know where I am heading
But I know I ain't forgetting
That I'm just as human as y'all
I'm going through mad transitions
And my whole landscape shape shiftin'
Though I'm just as human as y'all